Praise the Lord Saints for another day. Thinking a little differently today…All is well. I am aware that the thought has crossed your mind for those who have followed me—is she for real? I decided to share this, so here is my story. Think for a moment…have you searched everywhere you could think of to find something? You checked and double checked—it is nowhere to be found. It is bothering you because you know you have it somewhere in a safe place. So safe you cannot find it—Lol. But in the mist you find something you did not expect and maybe thought was long gone. You are now thinking how, when, why is this here.
I was looking for a photograph for the past two weeks and found something by surprise. The photograph seemed important enough to keep searching for off and on over the two week period. It really concerned me because I usually do not loose things in my own house for long—Lol. Okay, when we move or decide to do spring cleaning we get rid of old, broken, unused or things you no longer want. Seems reasonable, yes. I did not realize some years ago this item traveled with me. It was mixed in with a few old things I decided to hold and revisit later to discard. I tossed out a huge about of stuff and things mainly because I was believing in a fresh start. I just thought this and that needed to go because I was getting ready to expect better. This one item was from a past experience that had some controversy and heartache that literally had me feeling like Paul with a thorn in my side. The harder I tried to move on, I accepted my part in the mess, never bitter but I could not shake this off. It seemed as if it was a gloomy cloud that would follow me like Pig-Pin from the Peanuts. To my friend, (email me your question Felicia) you are not alone, I felt that way too. I have said this before, I am not being funny. A couple years following this mess of a situation I felt that I would not step out of the shadow of these bad moments. Yes, I call them “bad moments” because thank God they did not become permanent and take me out of the race.
There was a time that seeing things from that period would give me sorrow and pain all over again. I knew I bruised the heart of God and that hurts deeply. I took my eyes off God and what he promised. I allowed myself to be fooled. We sometimes put everything on God but we know what he said. No excuses it appeared to be okay, because God would not let this happen or send me this. Neither you nor I can change the past or remain in it, but grow from it. I thank God for his grace and mercy. Think about it—God does things with excellence, love and at the appointed time for all involved. Often God allows your blessing to meet you without all the details and often where you least expect it. I have waited too for my blessings and many have come where I did not expect. That is what’s so awesome about God, he never fails but you must stay aligned with Him. Regardless, your focus is not on how, where, who or when. Your focus is on the one who blesses and He will do you well—pray for your heart’s desire but know it may not come from where you think or what you thought it would look like.
It is all in the past because God forgave me and I forgave myself. I tossed the item in the trash with no regrets or issue, I really did not think twice. I can honestly say I have moved on because I can talk about, see things from that period without pause and no one can hurt or hold me in bondage over it. Clean house my friend or clean up your mindset. Leave old mistakes and regrets in the past. Life gives us lessons to learn. But understand how wonderful is Grace when we error. Give God your heart completely and move on. Just so you know I still have not found the photograph. There was a reason I did not. I still wait for the some blessings to cross paths with me, all is well in the wait. May God continue to bless you mightily as you refocus, trust God and be open to the blessing when it knocks at your door or however God sees fit to do it. #StayFocusedAndBeBlessed
Read: James 1:7, Numbers 6:24-26, Ephesians 3:20, Psalm 37:4
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